God Showed Her Life and Death In Her Near Death Experience

Renee shared her miracle story with me on May 16th, 2025, via email. During several medical emergencies over the years, she had multiple supernatural encounters—once even hearing Jesus audibly say, “I am here,” as she prayed before a major surgery.

“Hi, I was looking at your Facebook ad and wanted to share with you too:

I was scheduled for a Da Vinci robotic surgery in the 2000s, and right before surgery everyone must sign their signature on paper—signing their life away to the doctors and hospital before they will operate. I was afraid to die. I did not know what death really was or what really happens at the point of death. I heard older people talking about life after death, but I had never experienced it for myself. So, I prayed 🙏 and asked the Lord to show me what life and death really is.

Right after the robotic surgery and years later, I continued to have breathing problems, digestion problems, vomiting problems, and every day I had dry heaves. At the time, I did not know that during the robotic surgery in the late 2000s, the large robot had fallen on me. I did not find that out until I went through years of struggles and eventually ended up in the hospital again.

I began to vomit on a daily basis, and it got worse to where I could not easily breathe. I felt as if I was suffocating. Like the whole world was moving in on me—like the clouds and everything—like I could not break through the pressure of things suffocating me on a daily basis. It was terrible!!!

Finally, after not being able to stand it anymore, I came to a crossroads. I had to make a decision. I could either run down the road until I would die OR go to the hospital. I chose to go to the hospital (for my family’s sake). At the hospital, the employees first thought I was a mental case, which was very humiliating.

Anyway, they admitted me to the hospital and gave me a nitroglycerin pill, which helped a little. So they scheduled me for a treadmill run to see if my heart was having trouble. I thank God so much for that day because just before I stepped on the treadmill, the one that was going to do the testing was called away to help someone in the ER. So another person came in to do my evaluation and did not know anything about me and did not have any preconceived ideas about me or what was said by anyone when I was first admitted into the hospital—hallelujah.

So, I got on the treadmill and tried to run, and I immediately started to gag. They stopped the treadmill and I got off, and the guy doing the evaluation came over and handed me a garbage bag to vomit in. I had dry heaves. I could hardly breathe. He gave me a chair to sit in and calmly put his hand on my shoulder and said, “We are going to find out what is wrong with you.” THAT was the first sign of hope I had in years.

Well, they ended up getting 14 different doctors to study my history and symptoms and to do what they do. They ended up deciding to run a pipe down my esophagus to see what was going on, and they found that my duodenum was cut and there was a soapy substance all up and down my esophagus.

All the doctors found out—through studying my records—that years earlier the large Da Vinci robot had fallen on me and it had cut my duodenum, and so instead of food going down like it’s supposed to, it was turning into a soapy-like substance and backing up into my esophagus and choking me.

While waiting for the surgical room to open up, the nurses took me into a side room and shut the door. I looked around and realized I was alone in a large closet where all the hospital cleaning supplies were kept. I felt so very much alone, and I prayed and asked Jesus to help me. 🙏 I said, “I feel all alone, no one is here, where are you Lord Jesus?” I heard a voice softly speak to me in my ear, “I AM here.” I cried—I was so relieved. I began to worship God. I remembered in the scriptures where it says He will never leave you nor forsake you.

Deuteronomy 31:6 (KJV)
Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.

Hebrews 13:5 (KJV)
Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.

I thanked God for being with me and for never leaving me. Hallelujah 🙌

The nurses came back to wheel me into the surgical room across the hall, and they ran the pipe down my throat and cleaned and cleared the soapy-like substance all out of my throat, then sent me back to my hospital room.

THEN the nurse on the next shift saw on the record that I was given nitroglycerin earlier when I was first admitted and that it had helped me. So she decided to give me three nitroglycerin pills all at the same time.

My husband said that the nurse had me stand up and swish water in my mouth and then she said, “Swish this nitroglycerin in your mouth.” Well, when I did exactly as the nurse instructed me to do, I became aware that there was something wrong with me. I sat down on the bed and said, “I feel funny.”

At THAT moment, the nurse jumped on top of me and said, “Ren’ee, stay with us, do what I do,” as she was making all kinds of different faces, coaxing me to copy her. I could not move or speak. I tried to copy her but I couldn’t. All I was thinking at that moment was, “Lady, I’m trying—but you look so stupid.”

My husband said my eyes rolled back in my head and an alarm went off and the hospital staff brought in all kinds of heart gear and equipment. Different codes were being said and they rushed my family out of the room.

I did not know any of the things that were going on after the nurse tried to get me to copy her facial expressions. All I remember was that I was laying down and the room went completely black. Then I saw darkness all around, as if I was way up in outer space—yet I was still in a laying-down flat position on my back. I looked down toward my feet and saw this round ball rise up out of the midst of my stomach area (sacrum/lower back)—about 6 inches round. It was black and smoky grey with white swirly streaks and sapphire blue swirly streaks all through it. It slowly turned, and as it turned, there were whitish smoke streaks lightly flowing off it as if it was alive.

As I was watching in amazement, I saw three large lightning strikes overtake the ball from the bottom side and go all the way down to cover my feet. Then three large white lightning strikes overtook the top of the ball and went all the way up to cover the top of my head—and at the same exact time, I heard the mightiest loud thunder noise I have ever heard in my whole life:
“KABOOOOOMMMMM!!!”

Then I was immediately sent back to the hospital room where I was before, and it was daylight. The Rapid Response Nurse was standing by my bedside and she said, “You are going to be okay now. What happened was the nurse gave you too many nitroglycerin tablets at one time and your heart blew up like a balloon.”

They all told me later on that they tipped my head clear back and down, trying to get my heart to revive again. I had died and came back to life again.

After all that, when I arrived home, for two whole weeks I had no cares and no worries at all about anything that had to do with this life here on earth. I was in so much peace and contentment. The feeling I was experiencing was amazing and awesome! After those two glorious weeks, the cares of this life crept back in—like bills and everyday things.

In the end, the Lord did minister to me and revealed to me what I had seen in the hospital was death and life. Death came up out of my physical body, BUT the death had no power over the Light of Life. The large lightning strikes and the Light of Life overtook the death.

I had prayed years earlier that I would know and see life and death—and I did see both that day in the hospital. God revealed it to me.

There is a time that we die, as it says in God’s Holy Word (the Bible). We all see death all around us and know that everyone soon dies. There are graveyards everywhere.

Hebrews 9:27–28 (KJV)
And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment:
So Christ was once offered to bear the sins of many; and unto them that look for him shall he appear the second time without sin unto salvation.

Jesus also told Pilate he had no power at all unless it be given him from above:

John 19:10–11 (KJV)
Then saith Pilate unto him (Jesus), Speakest thou not unto me? knowest thou not that I have power to crucify thee, and have power to release thee?
Jesus answered, Thou couldest have no power at all against me, except it were given thee from above: therefore he that delivered me unto thee hath the greater sin.

In conclusion, I must reiterate that death has no power over the glorious Light of Life, and that God truly does answer fervent, heartfelt prayers 🙏 and that God is in all authority.

Amen.
Thank you for letting me share my experiences with you.
Sincerely,
Renee”